Today I came home after a few days at the rehab center where my 19 year old daughter is staying. She is in rehab due to a relapse caused by her fathers death on March 24th 2012 from brain cancer. On January 26th 2012 her aunt,my beloved sister died of small cell lung cancer. I came home to my 2011 Best Performer plague and a lay off notice!! This year has been difficult to say the least on me and my family but I kept it together for the company,my docs supported me like cazy and I thought I would be ok. I have won 6 Best performers with BMS and have 20 years of loyal service...I know stupid me!! I cant tell you what I am feeling other than complete disbelief... Shame on you Lynelle,shame on you Murdo shame on you BMS. These boards are always so icky, for lack of better words. People complaining,swearing ,acting like children sometimes..but I guess I wanted people to know who and what they are working for in BMS Oncology. The lack of human compassion is amazing..they have lost sight of the patient in chase of the almighty dollar not realizing that will be their undoing. I have amazing friends within the BMS organization. Friends who kept me going through the most difficult times of my life. I want to publically thank: Tami..you are so special,Bill my wing man,Ava who always had my back,Brian-what a ride,Kelly you make me laugh,John,Ron,Rick..too many to count. You all are the reason that BMS was special. You all are the reason I am still here. I love you.I encourage all of you to remember one thing and one thing only...The patient who is battling cancer! If you always do whats right for them and their families you will always be successfull...no matter what Murdo says.