I have personally felt the frustration in every single post. I’ve had an rd talk to me like a dog and I’ve wondered why they even have those positions since they contribute very little to what we do. Good salespeople don’t often make good managers. I’ve watched my numbers go up when I’m left to my own devices and then go down when my rd decides to “meet the writers” , decides to spend too many 2-days with me or spends half a day every time in a sit down, until I completely lose my confidence and he goes home feeling like he’s accomplished something, or something. I’ve had offices tell me not to bring my rd in there again and a couple that I tell him to stay in the car because I don’t even want them to see him. They can really crap on your day and lately that’s happening more often. To the point that co-workers and people I went to ist with, and haven’t talked to in years, have started calling and texting each other to vent and at least get some empathy. And then when there’s a questionable future, at least from our limited perspective, I think everybody just went into panic mode. (We can’t even sell our stock for like 3/4 of the year. Is that even normal? I was told that somebody at corporate sold during blackout at a low price, which probably has had a lot to do with what you’re seeing on cp. Why would he do that, why can’t we and what does that mean for us?) The panic is because most of us care about our jobs, need the money and we don’t want to be taken for fools. We bought into the “we love our people” message, and now we’re all wondering if you really mean it, or are we going to be left high and dry. (The ad at the top of this post right now says that yet another company is laying off reps.)
But overall I’m happy as a person and have decided to stick it out. Maybe we’ll get bought out or maybe eventually I’ll get laid off with a severance and I’ll be forced to look elsewhere. I am mostly home at a decent hour and can plan things with my kids. Have weekends off. Drive a nice car. And don’t have to worry about health insurance. Sure I wish the rds would stop being a-holes and realize that they really don’t help much and they’re really not all that important. I’ve been stressed before, so much at an upcoming ride along, that I’ve either worried myself sick, or called in sick. And I know I’m not the only one. I’ve heard people say it. I get angry and feel like I want to quit more often than I used to. I get frustrated when I don’t have growth because I’m doing everything I’m trained to do and I have good access outside of institutions. I wish our drugs were more ground breaking and less middle of the road. I wish shiny new drugs never hit the market. I can think of a million reasons why this gig sucks right now.
But I like the people I talk to every day in the offices and I go home happy most of the time, which is good for my home life So there’s that. I hope everybody feels better, getting a chance to vent. Feel validated in your experience and hopefully corporate will give the rds a gut check