If Novo is “known” to be like this, you understand that no one is forcing you to be here, right? You’ve chosen to be here, meaning you’ve chosen and accepted this environment. If you’re mad at yourself for your choices or you lack the cajones to go do something different, neither of those should be blamed on the company. It is what it is and will continue to be that way. Either accept it and shut up or go somewhere else that has an environment more to your liking. The idea that you feel a certain way so the company should change to make you happy is ridiculous.