Nice job and who cares? You'd thought you would use this time for developing another career, but it's obvious you gave up on any career long, long ago. Merck was the pinnacle of your limited abilities so you decided to sit out any other semblance of effort.
No really, one has to admire your honesty. You know your " skills" are limited and declining, no longer in demand, it's really not all that hard to maintain a facade of work, what ever you do means little to nothing anyway, no why not? I'll bet you were rush chairman of your fraternity and look, you never really progressed much further than that did you? So what?
Un remembered , un needed, useless, really. Good for you, I guess. You've reported on your score before and for all you play, that too is un remarkable.
See you soon in the cart shack washing golf carts. Skill sets, like water seek their own levels. You've found yours.