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Don't quit. You are definitely not alone in your feelings. I am almost 18 years in Pharma and have quit several times to try other things. The pay, the benefits, and the flexibility above all else sucked me right in. I have recently determined that I am going to quit focusing on all the things I hate about Pharma (the catering and dismissive offices, mainly, but followed up closely by micro management), and I have determined to look at it as a means to an end. The end, my friend, is awesome benefits for my family, a free car (I always chose the company car vs using my own), and the fairly stable pay. I wasn't meant to be a Pharma rep, just as none of us were probably meant to be. I have dreams that I am going to use the flexibility of Pharma to achieve. As much as I hate being a caterer, I can think of so many worse jobs for doing so much more than I do each and every day. Don't quit. I've hit the point you are at, and COVID made me really think about my life. You can be a rep and pursue your other dreams, so stick with it, but don't let it be all you do each day. Get some exercise, eat right, make sure your confidence is up, and go follow your dreams. Not a bad day gig if you really think about it. Don't quit.