Hello to the 25 year old poster above. Im the guy above who just got the shot last week and have been giving a couple updates. Before I comment on how you are feeling, let me just say that you and I have alot in common. I too have been getting high on one thing or another since I my early teens. When I was a teenager it was pot, then ectasy, coke and crack in my twenties, and just as I turned 30 most recently it became opiates- percocet to be specific. That being said, I am also college educated, I was successfully making six figues, bought a house, had a nice life. And within a year and a half, I basically lost my career, all of my savings, and some of my treasured possessions due to this addiction to opiates. Getting high was always just a part of the culture I grew up around. It followed my successes an my ego betrayed me by leading me to believe I could do whatever I wanted a long as I kept the grades up or as long as I was successful in my career. Unfortunately, its just a matter of time. As someone with addictive tendencies, you have to put the word "yet" after every sentence.
"I never let drugs interfere with my life- yet"
"I never stole from anyone to get high- yet"
"Ive never been arrested for possession- yet"
Its just a matter of time and it will all happen. Thats the crazy thing about addicts, we have no perception of what rock bottom is. Its just a matter of time and sounds like youve already experienced some of it. I dont even know you but I can tell you from your post that you dont belong anywhere near a jail. You gotta know that, right?
Okay, so heres my take on why you feel like crap, ready? You said you just got the shot 4 days ago and you then said you've (tried) getting drunk and youve done some coke. Its no wonder why you dont feel great, thats aint how it works. Give your body a rest man, let the shot do what it does without screwing it all up with coke and booze. Thats just nuts to do that and then wonder why you dont feel good. It isnt the shot that is making you feel bad, its the combination of an opiate blocker, alcohol and stimulants and whatever else you are putting in your body over the last few days. And I can only assume the crappy diet that goes with a coke and booze fueled 4 day period. Treat your body with some respect and stop poisoning it for a few. It doesnt sound like you are trying hard to be sober. I know habits are hard to break but this shot isnt a joke. It isnt a game on how to beat it. You're gonna close your eyes and not wake up if you keep screwing around combining drug blockers, booze and
street drugs. Good luck man, I'm 3 weeks clean and life gets better almost everyday.