Pps may have done what to you? Made you a complete douche bag who is angry at life? If you hate pps so much why do you let them take over your life on a daily basis by all of you negative posts? I think you need to take a good long look at yourself and ask yourself why are you so filled with negative feelings? Why do you hate so much? If you feel like this about pps, your negative energy, wether you realize it or not, over takes your day to day personality. Think about your interactions with people, do you get angry quickly? Are you short on patience? if you are married, do you argue a lot? You need to seek some help and explore why feelings about why you are so angry.
Best of luck to you. I, and many people who read these posts, hope that you really do get some professional help and that you are able to put pps behind you and become a happy person