I lost any self-respect I had many years ago. I have a become a serial call liar, a cheat and an ass kisser with no equal. A trained monkey could do this job, and still they require a degree to even apply. The best salesman I have ever known sold cars and never spent 1 hour in college, and they would never even interview him because he has no degree! I go through my day brain dead and on autopilot. I wonder how many times I have said “sign here” in my career! I haven’t used a CVA unless I have my equally brains dead manager with me in many years. I am “sign here” expert.
This is not a profession. A PA or NP is a profession. We have a job and nothing more. Rethink why you are here and is this something you want to try and do for decades to come. If you stay, you will likely change companies 4 or 5 times, which is normal. Good luck Grasshopper!