Look princess, witnessing something and participating in it are two different things.
You saw two huge companies spend a crap ton of money to develop, commercialize, advertise and then sue each other.
That is not the kind of company you are at, never was and never will be. Nor was that ever promised to you.
If you were good enough for that kind of launch, you'd be there--of course if you were on the Novartis side you'd be laid off and looking for work.
So STFU and either do the job you have or go get the one you'd like to think you deserve.