I can promise we all are over you. This is your THERAPY session. Go get help because you really need it. Yes, you are now realizing you are not good at sales. It's time to think about what you may be adequate at. Perhaps garbage collection? Give it a night to sleep on. Well, in your case maybe a handful of nights. It's going to be okay now that you realize you are not talented. Give your Mom a call as it might make you feel better. You suck at sales and it's not the end of the world. No offense though, we would be better off with out you.