You were never me. Let's get straight. You are not a rep. You are some science person who is bitter because because you make less money than reps. You should make less money. That is how the world works. You don't seem to get it. You picked the wrong career path. Don't blame me because you don't work out, have a bad family life, fat partner, bad social skills, or anything else. I hate to break it to you. I'm not f'ed. Seems you are. Don't blame others for your misery. The only thing crashing is you.