My best/worst memory?
I remember when my soon-to-be manager called me up and said, "I'd like to extend you an offer!" I remember how excited I was to get started and how grateful I was that the phone call was such a serendipitous and pivot point in my life. I loved my company and was very loyal. In return, I gave every day my all. The company provided me with a paycheck and great benefits, including a car.
There have been some good days and some bad -- as there always are -- but by and large, I've never wavered in my commitment to our organization, because if I did, I'd be letting myself down.
As a result, I've had a good career here. I've learned to become flexible and not to worry. I've seen co-workers consumed with envy, bitterness, and dissatisfaction. I feel sorry for them mostly.
"You can never go home again." It's the same with a company. I was just as proud of that ancient FRX "global" logo as anyone. It's gone. Maybe it's not a good idea to fall in love with the current one either. You don't know what tomorrow brings. But, until my paycheck bounces, I'll keep focusing on the task at hand and remembering the sheer joy at my success during that initial interview.
Perhaps it might behoove you to reflect on your hire date. If you can't find joy and motivation in the recollection, you should leave.
Life is too short.