It's bad enough I can't eat or sleep wondering if I even have a job, now I have to have my manager with me for 2 days! The tension is so bad my offices can see it in my eyes and have commented asking if I am ok. Managers feel safe. Of course they can carry on as usual. I found myself Monday breaking down and crying in a parking lot of one of my offices. I have a family to help support. The holidays are coming. I can barely handle any of this uncertainty. For the love of God, please understand the last thing I want is you in my car. My only cave where i dont have to pretend to feel what I feel, Knowing you have answers that you are refusing to give. My car is where I dont have to face my kids and spouse , knowing that I may not be able to help provide in a few months. In my car I can escape after a call that I lied to an office that i will attend the lunch I booked in December.
This is my life and my children's lives you are talking about. Not some game. Showing up, smiling like nothing is wrong and ignoring the elephant in the room is not good for anyone. It's actually quite cruel and makes me question if you care about your employees. If you have been given answers and told not to say anything, fine. Stay out of the field until you can really be a partner or consultant for me. And to think, I considered you a friend. Have you no heart?
This is my life and my children's lives you are talking about. Not some game. Showing up, smiling like nothing is wrong and ignoring the elephant in the room is not good for anyone. It's actually quite cruel and makes me question if you care about your employees. If you have been given answers and told not to say anything, fine. Stay out of the field until you can really be a partner or consultant for me. And to think, I considered you a friend. Have you no heart?